Rants and rambles

Oct 28

Good job, tumblr.

you made me ashamed of being mexican and ashamed of not being ok with racist things.

Now run, make shit out of yourselves and treat us like we were fictional characters.

I hope you are proud.

Fuck i need a beer.

Oct 18

I feel incredibly lonely

and i am just

going to suck it up i guess.

Oct 08

Sometimes i feel like if I died nobody would notice at all

Today is one of those days

Sep 18

If i agree with my mom, i am betraying my dad

if i visit dad, i am betraying mom

what the fuck am i supposed to do, then? I cant split in 2, no matter how much you want me to.

Just decide already.

Sep 15

make the buzz go away please i killed all the bugs MAKE THE BUZZ GO AWAY

Sep 15

I cant sleep

its 4 am and i cant sleep

i got rid of the bugs but they keep buzzing on my ears and i try to kill the buzz but i cant and i cant sleep i cant sleep

been hitting and slapping and punching my face why cant i sleep

make the buzz go away

Sep 14

I feel like i am crumbling and falling apart every second

I have no idea what to do

Sep 14

everything is wrong with me i cant stand it

Sep 14

Everything is fucked up and wrong and i just

I dont know what i want to do

Every day it pases i just want to never get out of my bed

I cant stand being awake anymore i dont know what i am doing

And every time i feel like this i want to grab alcohol and get drunk but i think that i can control myself in that sense

I just want everything to shut up

Sep 14

everything about me is so fucked up

i am so fucked up it is not even funny